Former Memphis Officer Apologizes for His Role in Tyre Nichols’s Death

Desmond Mills Jr., who testified against his former colleagues, broke down in court, saying, “I made his child fatherless.”

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Desmond Mills Jr., a former Memphis police officer, in court last year.

Desmond Mills Jr. watched the footage from his body camera, the Memphis courtroom silent except for the sounds of punches and Tyre Nichols’s agonized cries for his mother.

Then, Mr. Mills began to cry.

“I wish I could have stopped those punches,” Mr. Mills said through sobs during his testimony on Tuesday. “It hurt to watch. It hurt inside so much. I felt bad every time his picture is on the screen — to know I’m part of that.”

“I made his child fatherless,” he added. “I’m sorry.”

The apology from Mr. Mills, a former Memphis police officer who has pleaded guilty to federal charges, was the first explicit statement of remorse from any of the five officers charged in connection with Mr. Nichols’s beating and death in January 2023. Mr. Nichols, a 29-year-old FedEx worker, died three days after the beating, leaving behind a young son.

The dramatic admission came as prosecutors appeared to be nearing the end of their case against three of Mr. Mills’s former colleagues, who are on trial on charges of violating Mr. Nichols’s civil rights and conspiring to lie about it.

Mr. Mills had pleaded guilty to two felony charges of excessive force and obstruction of justice. Another former officer, Emmitt Martin III, also pleaded guilty weeks before the trial began.

Prosecutors recommended that Mr. Mills serve up to 15 years in prison, and Mr. Martin up to 40 years. Their testimony and Mr. Mills’s body camera footage are central to the prosecutors’ case against Tadarrius Bean, Demetrius Haley and Justin Smith, the three former officers on trial. (All five officers also face state charges, including second-degree murder.)

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